Words to Remember

It was the first week of April 2011; sorry can't really remember the exact date, when I graduated. Our school invited a female guest speaker. She is definitely not your typical one, I mean she rocks! she's not too formal standing behind the podium giving her speech like it was some kind of sermon, but rather she's having a conversation with us; the graduating students! 


By the way, she is Gang Badoy  best known for co-hosting the radio talk show Rock Ed Radio on NU 107, and for being the founder of Rock Ed Philippines. She  was also given the Ten Outstanding Young Men or TOYM Award sometime in November 2010. (AND I WAS THERE during the TOYM Awarding and met her in personal!!) Salutations to you ma'am! I really admire you ;) The encounters with you, are...are one of the small events in my life that brought big enlightenment.


Back about what I was saying, yeah, her speech. The conversation/ speech she gave is long, not dreadfully (?) long but I can assure everyone it is not, in anyway, boring! I can't remember the exact words, but I can still recall her gestures on stage and the meaning of her every sentences like it all happened yesterday. And up until today, I treasure what I have understand, it has become my stepping ground and now, it is my motivation.


The ending of her speech is about us, or rather me; as an individual, a part of a community, a country, and a world. She said: "Someday, you will be the source" (Can't really remember the preceding sentences!) and that how I must be responsible with my usage of today's technology and such.


From that day on wards, I said and kept in mind, that not all adults are pain, There are others which are cool, and that includes her of course! I thought that I don't want to be an adult sooner cause every adult tends to be so stubborn that they forgot what it is to dream like you are not risking anything at all; like a child.


I will be the change, no matter how small I might be. 


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oh how I wish I can rock the world Philippines the way she does \m/

The Value of Friendship

Friends..Yep, friends and friendship. We all love to have friends, hang out with them; watching movies, food tripping, joy rides, chatting, laughing..doing things we just happened to think of at the moment. If you haven't noticed it yet, try to observe how it is more comfortable to stay over your friends' house than your own, where you can act all crazy doing things that others can't comprehend.

My friends, I do love them very much! they were like siblings to me, and like those cliche moments on movies and TV's, we do fight, gets into arguments, then get back together being sorry, with a little crying moment but sometimes, sorry isn't enough to remove such pains, and have to go back and just be 'acquaintances'.

But the hardest thing is to treat someone your friend, cared for them, console them and in the end he/she doesn't think of you as one. Stupid as it sounds like, but some people only tend to have is for them to use, and ask for help whenever they needed it. And that is reality, sooner or later you'll encounter them so be prepared.

Advice: If ever you encounter one, and you're hurt badly, forgive that's the best thing to do for yourself and the best revenge you can give. Erase them in you FB, delete them in your contacts, avoid them, get angry, avoid them, throw fruit loops..do ya think that's gonna hurt them? sweetie, are you really sure they mind you so much to notice those things if ever you do that?

Forgive and move on, a lot of things could still happen, don't try and live a sullen world..It would be your lost if you continue to dread about what you lost. You never know someone is wanting you to be their friend. :)

SH*T!

As I have observed, posts with disturbing curses as titles get more views rather than those boring, too-formal-titled posts. I don't really get why people would bother to read such messages instead of the useful ones, they won't benefit from it nor will they earn honor.

I can't remember since when have I been addicted in using the internet and be so dependent in technology; using smart phones, laptops, digital cameras, etc., for as what I remember my childhood years are simple, I play outside on our yard, play with dolls, read children's book, watch teletubbies and other things a typical child would do. The scariest thing would be my mother's scoldings and that my toys will be placed somewhere I don't know.

But the question is, what does a typical child do in today's modern world? would they still be playing with lame dolls or trucks? or PSPs, Ipods, and other gadgets are their best friends now?

Kids are suppose to play the normal way, participating in various physical activities, nourishing their selves with knowledge from a little adventure in the garden and learning the right manner and behavior. But I have noticed, that instead of doing those things, they already have gadgets to accompany them. I remember my 3 year old cousin having a PSP, he doesn't go to school yet, but he owns such a good thing.

I really do not have a grudge against using the technology, for I too, is dependent on it. But what I hate the most is the irresponsible use of the internet. Everyone, I really mean EVERYONE can use the internet regardless of what age you are, it is accessible anywhere and anytime. But why is that, people chose to post or share some explicit materials on the net knowing that children or teens might see it? Why can't we be responsible enough?

Gathering information is just a few type and one click away too, but sadly, we can't be sure if it's genuine, for anyone can manipulate it. Technology really made are life easy by providing the services we need. We just need to remember that we should think of the consequences of our actions.

And lastly, as we progress, and the technology goes beyond imagination, what will become of our God given gifts, talents and skills if we were just to depend on our silly man made materials? Will we still have our traditions or just like the Aztecs, will we perish and become a part of the history?

EPI: Essay: College Life

Anxiety is eating me up!!

People say that college is fun and you can get the exact freedom you are looking for. But I say, College is such a scary thing--- well, maybe at first. The thought of going to college scares me the most. Why? Well, I won't be able to meet with my friends whom I was with for the past 9 years of my life, I've been accustomed to same routines that I'm scared of the changes that were to happen, I don't know how to react to my new environment since I came from another place, I know no one, I lack communication skills and last but not the least I'll have to develop a new identity, for everything that I have earned when I was in High School will no longer be in use except, of course, for the academic skills.

Whether I like it or not, I have to open a new chapter of my life. I need to keep moving forward. And so, with my whole being full of thought, frustrations, and anxiety I welcomed my College Life taking up the course which I wasn't sure If I can really make it or I do love it. Basically, I never planned on a specific University to attend, any will do so long as it has a a good education, but then attending the Pamantasan being a scholar is..well..a cumbersome thing. I have to work harder than before and people expect so much from me. It pressures me a lot.

It was quite a relief to to find new people who got the same interest with me. It was thanks to them that I open up and talk more about myself and other things. At first, I'm not really sure if I should trust them, talk with them, or get acquainted, maybe it's because I've been attending the same school since elementary until I graduated high school that I never got the chance to meet new people and let alone trust them to acknowledge me. But as the days passed by, I have realize, that aside from my friends from high school, I met  the most wonderful beings in the world, their personalities compliments each other that makes an excellent tandem. I have finally accepted that I, like everyone else, must change for the better, that I must take opportunities, that the bonds I made back when I was in high school should not hold me back or slow down my pace. There's a lot more to discover, for I am only venturing the beginning of college-- the most crucial and exciting part of life. 

EPI: Essay : Person you admire

The girl who cut the barbed wires

"Lahat kayo parang may barbed wires na naka-ikot sa inyo, hindi ko kayo malapitan!" This was the statement of my high school classmate back when we are having our retreat.

She is a quiet one, prefers to be alone and doesn't like to be with others-- but that was just the way I see her. We've been classmate since 3rd year high school but I never noticed her until we where in 4th year. Why? I got myself a lot of genuine friends, I'm happy, and I'm satisfied with the amount of people around me. It is selfish I know, but I think that most people would actually do the same- to only notice their close circle of friends and the others are just merely a friend to acknowledge some time. She's been the center of insults and most of my guy friends teases her, saying stuffs that anyone would feel very annoyed. But then there she is, smiling and shrugging it off like it was just a normal statement to hear everyday.

I don't remember how I first talked to her nor the place where we spend a little time, but I surely do remember the things she opened up about herself. I was shocked, yet I show no hint of it to keep my cool, that her parents got separated, she and her siblings where 'distributed' to their relatives and that she is currently living with her relative who treats her like she is a stranger and humiliates her in front of people. But the most devastating is, she never felt the essence of having a father for she only receives financial support from him.

Knowing this, does not change the fact that I never tried to completely save her from those hurtful jokes and that I never became the friend she needed the most during those times she can no longer hold on, instead I was one of those who were 'sidekicks' to those who made the jokes. It was thanks to the retreat, that I finally changed my view of her and accepted her the way she is.

With her statement, I felt so guilty, I realize how lucky I am to have my friends who are always willing to help me and that I have my family in tact.  It made me cry at the same time, it made me admire her. All those time, she was hurt, but never stop her journey in life. She showed strength, though no one appreciates it, been so sincere, though everyone take her efforts for granted and lastly, she value her life and been matured accepting the challenges in life and treated her problem as a step stone to improve who she is today, unlike those stupid people who commits suicide just to escape reality.

In the face of the world, she maybe a nobody but a single person. But to me, she has a greater value than that, no words can express how valuable she is, and how much I appreciate her. Thanks to her that I was able to enlighten myself about how lucky I am, that I must not take things for granted and I must not be superficial-- to not only look on a person's physical attributes but to accept them for who they are in heart. 

EPI: Poems (Love & Bio)

Confession

Three words I longed to say,

But I'm afraid you might shrug it off and go away,

So I pretend not to feel this way,

Just to make sure you are my friend and by my side you'll stay.

Sorry I'm not a beauty,

For you to call me honey.

But I love you is what I want to utter,

Even if this won't make your heart flutter..

I had this published on our school publication (back when I was in high school) and didn't put my name as the author. It was easy for me to slip in a poem since I'm the one -together with the EIC who fix the paper- and made it look like it was from someone else. If anyone find this, I 'm sorry guys if I have to lie about this, its just that it really is a confession for the guy I liked for 4 long years but then I don't want to humiliate myself! So, please forgive me ;)

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I see..me!

Silly little woman I am,

And never fails to cram.

But I enjoy everything I do,

Even if I end up feeling blue.

Overnights are what I love the most,

As long as I don't hunt for ghost.

With my friends I feel so alive.

And If I loose them I don't know how to survive.

I take my studies seriously,

But temptation never fails to come daily.

And so I decided to force my self to study,

Else, I am to grow old a dummy.

Geez, I never did anthing so great,

And feel like I'm such a cheapskate.

But someday through efforts,

I will live a life of comforts.

EPI: Haiku

Friendship:

The heart full of trust,
And he who see through thy facade
Are good friends to keep.

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Family:

A gift everyone has,
Of which we value so deep
A treasure to keep

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Environment:

greener than the grass,
brighter than the big blue sky
A paradise to see.

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School:

A man made structure
That holds the good memories,
Oh, Alma- mater

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About myself:

The lil' me you see,
Is flooded by dreams so big
Until the bright sky

Little poem out of the blue

Since I can't sleep last night, I decided to write a poem (not really my thing but I got no choice since my phone's out of battery, and laptop is away). I'm not really sure with my vocabulary here and just wanted the words to rhyme xD I know its crazy, but I still love it. So here it is:

I've been thinking for a while,

Why do you always smile?

Is it because you want ladies to pile,

Or simply an act of juvenile?

That smile got some trick,

Surprisingly, it does not make me sick.

I wonder what's this feeling that prick,

Hopefully, this isn't some kind of chick flick.

Yup, That's it! Its short and doesn't have any title bu I'm thinking if I should continue with writing poems :)

Letters to God

Letters to God

Well,I got a new thing to share! So welcome back to blogger! yay! Actually its just my usual Monday, no classes to attend to yet I do woke up early and that really sucks, got a a little homework and reports to do, laziness kicks in, and the list of random things go on... Any way, I happen to stumble upon a short story on www.wattpad.com entitled 'letter to god'.. Well Wattpad is a site wherein people share their stories, comment on other people's work and such, I've been addicted to this site (but never did write any story) and actually downloaded the mobile application. I mostly read stories about romance, teenage life, fantasy, and some weird stories (which you would hate to know). In short, it is MY guilty pleasure *winks* 

So back with what I was telling. This story is a short one and got a lot of difference from what I usually read. It is about an innocent child's letter to God. It's funny how a child's view is so different from all of us, how innocent it is, and how sincere they are when almost everyone fails to appreciate it. But nevertheless, I love this story so much now, and it moved me emotionally.( I won't spoil the story, and so I won't say anything more! check it out if you're curious! I won't share it here too, I respect the author and her work) 

After I finished reading the story there is this video from youtube at the right side of the site, actually its just a song the typical one with lyrics. The song is entitled Dear Mr. God by Warren Brothers  it has a great meaning, the lyrics is way too beautiful! And while I'm at the moment, I don't know how, but I ended up searching in google about something..then I found the movie called Letters to God. Before watching it, I checked Wikipedia for the plot, and went to different sites from the movie reviews. I wasn't quite pleased to know that they were 150,000 dollars short from their budget of 3M , regardless of it, i still checked it out cause its a real life inspired story, okay bits of it are fiction.

The Plot: Tyler Doherty (Tanner Maguire) is an 8 year-old suffering from cancer, and with a love for writing and sending letters to God. His local postman, Walter Finley, takes them to his office after work. His boss sees them and instructs Walter to take care of them. Later Mr. Finley goes on an extended vacation, causing an alcoholic named Brady McDaniels (Jeffrey Johnson) to replace him temporarily.............Tyler later succumbs to his illness, and passes away at home. Sam dedicates a mailbox for God, saying that "his life was a letter to God."

I started to watch the part 1 (its a movie and was chopped to several parts,I just found it in youtube) everything's fine, Part 2: emotions being mixed up. Part 3: tears blurring my vision. Part 4: a tear fell, Part 5: I'm sniffing, Part 6: I'm sobbing, Part 7-12: I'm crying buckets of tears!

It's amazing despite of his suffering, Tyler had the time to believe and have faith to God, writing him a lot of letters, Which I think, he probably knows that God is in fact, in Heaven but still believes God will read them. He made God, the center of his life, and I can no longer use words to describe how much I admired him.

Note: the soundtracks included in the movie is sooooo good! try listening to it, I've posted the clip here ;)

Keep Moving Forward

I got this quote from the animated movie: "Meet the Robinsons" a Walt Disney animation, and since then I have never forgotten this quote and lately I use it as a motivation.

When a good friend of mine is stuck in a situation and often lose the hope to continue I often told her that she just need to keep moving forward for it doesn't necessarily mean that she'll have to abandon whatever she value the most or make an escape route to her problems, that she just need to keep moving forward for along the way she might find the answers to her long time problems or questions in life and that at the same time when she focus on the positive view of life opportunities will come.

But as everyone says, easier said than done. I'm having this dilemma of whether I should completely move forward or stay bonded by the past and continue to reminiscence how fun it was during high school and for 9 long years they were my friends, classmates and partners in crime.

Honestly speaking, I have already set my goals, I know what to do, my purpose and so on. Just that whenever I retire or rest from what I've been indulging myself with, regrets, dissatisfaction or boredom strikes me for no definite reason.. Or, I don't need to push myself to just suddenly move forward like everything can be easily set aside when its the very foundation of what I am right now.

So much of confusion..I'm getting all goofy whenever I get tensed or emotionally and mentally stressed..HOHOHOHO.. Is this what people call being HOMESICK? HAHA!

KEEP MOVING FORWARD FOR ALONG THE WAY I MIGHT FIND THE ANSWERS ( Now, what I've said to my friend is also applicable to me...did I just answered my very own question right now?)

Oh God, so much commotion in my head..CIAO!

Friends through Everything

“We are friends and I do like to pass the day with you in serious and inconsequential chatter. I wouldn't mind washing up beside you, dusting beside you, reading the back half of the paper while you read the front. We are friends and I would miss you, do miss you and think of you very often.”

Anxiety started to eat as the days passed by and I haven't seen my friends since our farewell party somewhere in mid-April. I have accepted the fact that once I started going into college, I'll move away and will seldom meet them. I'm still doing good, yet I cannot set aside the fact that I'm dying to see them and bring back the usual chats we have and those epic moments!

My girl friends and I were more than best of friends, beyond super friends but more likely we treat each others as sisters whom we never had, we've been through good times and bad, we encountered a situation wherein we have hurt each other yet we reconciled in the end. Those experiences are beyond words to describe.

I miss them, so much. Those times where I just have to sit silently and they already have the hint about what situation I'm in. Those nonverbal conversations...

It's the bond that matters. I cannot say anything more while having this mixed emotions of missing them and wanting to turn back time or maybe right now I'm just asking for the usual company or comfort I usually received even without asking from my new acquired friends?...

P.S.
I miss you guys..I miss you more than you can Imagine..we'll have the usual trip once Khaye, Gie, and I returns..This will be one hell of another overnight that we all love! :)

The Umbrella Conspiracy

This is a stolen shot, no malice shall be incorporated.

It was a rainy day,and I was going home or was just tagging along with my friends (refer to the picture above) since we got the same route. I got so bored and decided to pull out my phone and pressed random applications while walking, I wasn't intending to shot some picture but there was this kind of urge telling me to take a picture of the sight in front of me.

So I can't help it! HAHA!!, the sight was just too cute to ignore, it complements with the rainy atmosphere such a wonderful thing to view. I'm speculating that I'm going far away about what I really wanted to discuss- the Umbrella.

Umbrella defined as a screen, a shade, or a protector carried in the hand for protecting or sheltering the person from the rays of the sun or during rainy days. But I find it quite amusing how an umbrella can lead to fondness or let's just say "closeness" between people who share the same umbrella.

Common scenes in the manga ( a Japanese comics) and romance movie is that friends of the opposite sex who share the same umbrella and walk beneath the rain later develops a mutual feelings for each other but tends to conceal it. But it's soooo cliche if it does happen in real life.

So I'm gonna investigate and learn the secrets of the UMBRELLA CONSPIRACY!

P.S.

Guys who takes the initiative to carry the umbrella either so that he can share it with the owner or just too concerned for his special someone is still admirable! Way to go dude!

Organization Issues

I was suppose to post this a long time ago, but thanks to blogger, they won't upload the image I wanted to place, which made me lose the interest in posting.

So, this is how it started, one day I was staring blankly at my room and thought that every thing's just fine, my things are in proper place but not exactly in order. Being organized, is a great issue for me =.=

Organized means efficient and methodical. But actually I do admit that I knew a little about being organized, it says that everything must be in proper place so that you can work efficiently.

But I have this habit of just tossing my things around or near me so that I can easily acquire them when I am in need of it. I don't loose my things either, cause I can remember perfectly where I have placed them unless someone dared to lay a hand on my precious treasu-- I mean my things. So, with my own method, I can work efficiently and comfortably, and I consider my things in the proper places. That does mean that we got different ways to convey the meaning of organize? Well, even I am not sure xD I've always told people that "I got a different perception of being organize" as an excuse for them calling me messy =.="

I'm not really being proud or arrogant about my lifestyle, I might be having a pleasant time, but I don't live alone, so I have to follow the standrard method of being organized, and the good news is, I'm starting it right now! :))

That's it for today..

A Busybody

Well, I haven't been posting for a while..and so I ended up breaking my promise to post everyday..geez..

Anyway, I prefer to take some rest lately cause I got loads of home works to do, oh, and we were told by our english professor that we're going to do some blogging for the development of our vocabulary and such yippeee! I already got a blog (or will I make a new one for the subject?) and I just have to continue posting like I got loads of audience xDD

FAIL

"If you Fail to Plan, you Plan to Fail."

I'm never quite sure if I have encountered this quote before until I started to travel a lot for college. Along the highway, there's an isle where small advertising banners are located, in which the quote is printed. I read it whenever we pass by it for no particular reason. I don't really mind what's the use of it, it's just that it became my habit to stare out the window and observe the surroundings whenever I'm in a trip.

Not until today that I have finally realized that those banners were strategically posted there to remind everyone that planning is an essential part of an activity, which sadly I learned late. Just this afternoon, we are to show a role-play presentation about the topic given to us a week ago. We got so confident thinking we got a lot of time to make scripts, and prepare props and so we neglected the task and to continuously move the days to prepare all of it.

The moment of judgement came when we are already in front of the whole class which seemed to be anticipating something good for we got the most interesting topic: The social aspect of the pre-colonial Philippines. We never had the opportunity to sort things out nor plan what's gonna happen, we got a script- which was rushed- but didn't manage to get through and so we provided ad lib. In the end, I call it a Fail. Scenes were unorganized, props were just things we manage to pull of, and the characters? oh yeah, we did have a lot of fun :|

If only each and everyone of us cooperated or showed some effort to persuade every member of the group to start working, If only I manage to pull myself together and put my will on it, and start persuading my group without waiting for each others action, then probably we got a good plan and results.

As for students like me (whether you are in college,high school etc..) who got this kind of dilemma being unprepared whenever you are in a group report/ presentation/ activity, it does not show that everyone must always move together, we can still move as an individuals and as part of a team, we can always put things together in the end for a better outcome, and avoid that gonna-do-it-later habit, cause the more you postpone your activities more likely for it to be unaccomplished. Why do it later, when you can do much more today?

Yeah, Planning is important. It's the first thing to do to achieve your goals. And being the first means it becomes your foundation; which already shows the possible outcome of things. Planning=First then First=Foundation, therefore Planning=Foundation. And if your foundation is weak, then the whole structure will stumble and results to unwanted issues.

So muuch lesson learned for today.

Transparent Boundary

"If the eye does not want to see, neither light nor glasses will help

"The eye is the window to the soul"- if I remember the quote correctly. The eyes is one of the most important organ of the body, without the eyes, obviously you are blind. Without your sight you cannot see the beauty of your surroundings, observe the developments and changes happening in your environment nevertheless appreciate life.

But the eyes can do much more. It reflects your emotions, and shows what you really feel. You can smile and pretend to be happy but no matter what you do a frown can still be seen. For the eyes got this mysterious sparkle in them that may continue to glow or disappear. Through looking in one's eyes, a person can reveal what's beneath them.

Personally, I don't like people who can see through every actions I make, or the thoughts I have. not because I don't want to be understood rather I feel like I'm losing my privacy and my own will to direct my life and that's the reason I find the eyes such a scary thing. That's why I wear glasses (aside from the fact that I got a bad eyesight), eye glasses, though they are transparent it gives me a boundary... a separator. It obscure those people who would want to know what are the things going on in my head, or those who just wants to toy with my personality.

It may be a necessity or an accessory, but whatever purpose it serves you, I'm telling you there's much more meaning to it. Wearing glasses helps you to have a better sight, but sometimes, if you rely too much on the artificial vision it gives, unconsciously it reduce your confidence on your own authentic sight, making you doubt what you see and make a self fulfillment that you cannot live/see properly without the freakin' glasses. And that's when trouble comes in. Forgetting the fact that its not only the eyes can see, but also the heart.

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This was short (?) and a little unorganized. I was supposed to post something different but I ended up talking about the eyes and eye glass (blame my sleepiness for this). Anyway, just another perception about things, observations, and experience.

Little Drops~

"Rain, Rain go away come again another day, little children wants to play!"

Rain...
In Science - is liquid precipitation
In religion - Blessing from God
In the eyes of the little kids - God's tears

In the mindset of this Blog owner (Yes! that's me).. Rain is...

"Rain is something comforting not depressing, and definitely not a nuisance but a beautiful ambiance"

Some people labels the rain as something to do with sadness, nuisance, hurtful memories and other more things which is associated with the feeling of loneliness. I was one of those people too, simply because I find rain an obstacle to my activities, and it separates me from my friends. Raining would mean I won't be able to go outside, meet my friends and play. I was on the verge of hating the stupid rain, when suddenly I caught myself staring outside the window and admiring the surroundings.

It's beautiful or rather, it's more like its astonishing. The ambiance feels refreshing, the sound of the dripping water is gentle and most of all, the breeze is cool more like its comforting the soul. Then the idea of me loving the rain struck me. And that time, I was denying it, thinking that : 'oh no, I will not be some emo-shit admiring the rain for stupid reasons!'

In the end I gave up, I LOVE THE RAIN and people may call me weird, but when you accept things around you, you can enjoy the happiness-in-disguise in everything or every situation. (I'm talking about the rain here, not some storms)

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I just remembered how I started to love the rain 'cause right now its raining so hard that I got my classes for today and tomorrow suspended- and that's a good thing too, but in the worst side, its causing trouble to the local government and people. Flood is present once again. and since I am a Rain Advocate (is there such a thing? xD) I'd rather say that, rain is just a mere thing we encounter in our lives, its just that people became so irresponsible to take in the blames for their own wrong doings. We all need to start working and stop the blaming.

Rantings!

I haven't been posting for a while cause its either I'm too lazy, not interested or just too busy with school works, But there's something that just doesn't go out of my mind for a while now. And it is not a good thing to start with.

I admit that I'm just this typical plain stubborn girl of her teens. But that doesn't mean that I go all girly, enjoy the world of "FUN", acts according to what is in trend, go out with people whom I just met. Call me old-fashioned, antique, out of style etc... I don't really mind, cause people don't live just to get the approval of others. I live my life the way I want it to be, not that rebellious state, but rather that life of meanings. I always believe that life is a matter of choice. We get what we deserve.

So now, let's get to the point. Let's talk about teenagers these days.

I have noticed that almost (not all) teenagers these days acts immature or chose to act immature to get that attention they seek. Basically, I just don't get it. Of course, we cannot set aside the fact that everyone (even I) seeks or need attention-as they say, no man is an island- but when its too much it becomes unessential, it becomes annoying..REALLY ANNOYING. You ask why? just imagine this situation: when a girl seeks attention (whether from the person she likes or just the people around her), she tends to follow trends, goes out with people to hang out with for popularity even though she doesn't like it, and acts and speak like she is someone else. And all that she does unconsciously!

Teenagers chose to be irresponsible. but they can do much more than the adults. They can understand younger people cause they've been there but also, they understand the way adults think because sooner or later they will be one. Teenagers are clever and limitless...When they want something they will do anything for it- whether it is good or worse. As I said before : LIFE IS A MATTER OF CHOICES.

Today, when we hear the word teenagers, almost all people thinks that people of this phase is problematic,unhelpful,rebellious, irrational, got a lot of vices, troublesome and other more words synonymous to the words given above. And of course, I'll be one of those few who would stand up and protest that not all teenagers are like that.

Yes, us teenagers makes mistakes. but we cannot learn unless we fail. But choosing to continuously make mistakes knowing the great risks ahead does not lead to learning. Its being foolish. I'm not saying that I'm too mature, Oh c'mmon guys! I'm just 16 years old saying my 'effin opinion here knowing that nobody would even dare to read this, but I, myself want to make and start a difference.


Well what do I want to happen now saying all this stuff? I hope every teenager of this modern technological world does not forget that life isn't about jokes, or going with the flow of the situation, we have our own minds, we may not be able to do things in great ways, most of us are mr./ms. nobody, almost all of us gets underestimated by adults. And probably, like me, who hates being judged by a simple action, you too wants to change this perception of teenagers.

But the question of where to start and how to begin starts with us. No one understand us the way we do. So, we just need to think, flaunt our knowledge and wisdom. And no matter what others say, we must still do what is right, don't act according to your emotions or you'll be regretting it or gets pitied.

We are not in the old times, and that goes to our advantage, we don't need to get so popular to get recognized. Instead its being anonymous that gets us recognized! Internet. we are wide users of the net, and this, THIS IS OUR POWER and RESPONSIBILITY. we must take care of little things we do, we can also start to make a change by simply saying things in a proper way like: "hey, excuse me, but I do support Homosexuality and that is my opinion, everyone has the right to express their selves right? so long as they don't use negative and cursing words." and that can get you somewhere good.

We don't need to get to our 20's or mid 30's to get involve in things like supporting an anti-racial activity, join a political conversation nor support a clean and green project. We must not wait until we get all so stubborn looking for both sides of the matter. Cause when we get old, we tend to only take the one side without even looking at the other.

We must not just blend in with the common crowd. we must take every chances to stand up and make a difference. It's okay to be called MATURE than your age, rather than being called immature, foolish and childish and forever be underestimated by those depraving eyes of the world.

we can always have fun, if we like, we can still be happy. we can do much, much more than what our mind can conceive only if take responsibility of our actions and willing to take risks if its worth it.

TEENAGERS ARE NOT BAD-ASSES. THEY ARE THE DIFFERENCE.

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No-Offense to every reader who accidentally drop by to my blog =.=

THINK.ANALYZE.ACT.

struggles of an amateur blogger

Finally after a year of several failed attempts in making a blog, I have finally decided to try once again. Well basically I thought that blogs are just about saying random thoughts about personal experiences and random talks to get viewers/audiences/followers..no offensement but I thought of this thing before as ridiculous. I mean c'mmon guys! Why in the world would you like to share your own thoughts in the web knowing the possibility that no one would like to take tract on your journey through life??

Geez, now I sound like an old hag! LOL..anyway what is a blog? What is a blog for me? And what is a blog for you?

Blog.technically it is something like an online diary about ones own experience or just sharing to the whole wide world ones random ideas. In my case now,
I have realize that it is more than that. It where you can share yourself and your world and no one can stop you from doing it. And when no one wants to listen to your nonsense stories a blog is your refuge.

Well, if I have realized this sooner maybe,just maybe I have already told a lot about my own little world of random blurbb xD.. I was really afraid to start a blog for I dunno how to start one and continue updating it. But you won't get anything unless you try!So here's my best shot!


Lesson learned:

Do not be afraid to try on new things. You may or may not go with the flow for everything is a matter of choice; try or regret.